24/02/09
hello.everybody first of all would like 2 thank everybody 4 wishing me a very happy n pleasant bufday.................. i am so happy................i finally turn 19.......but sad lar tat i am going old............ really very old.................sad ar.........i my self heart broken...........hahahaha.Another thing i would like 2 apologize tat i dint do my blogging 4 such a long time.........i was really very bz with things n all...........n my best friend Julius pressured me a lot..... so tats y i i tort 2 be back in my blogging............ i went out with my friends yesterday........we went 2 a club colled mumbai se........new 1 open.......i was really happy.........we had a great blast there...i was bak home in 6 in d morning....... tats early bak home ryte..............after tat.........i send my little sis 2 skol........no time 2 rest also............heart broken.....came bak home & now blogging.............. later will be going 2 college 2 c my friends............dam happy guys Michel is going 2 be in college same with kalpana........n julius..........dam happy lar.....wei.i am suprise tat i dint even sleep yet but i am not sleeping...............ops i forgot 2 thanks 1 person slyvea.she posted my bufday there.with my weird looking picture..........thanks slyvea............i am gona be rich man 2 day guys......so long folks.tc.going 2 bed now..............
Monday, February 23, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
sorry
12/01/09
hey sorry everyone i know tat i dint blog 4 a long time.its my foult was vert bz with things n all.................i just shifted hse.so got many things 2 do ryte.......first of all i would like 2 wish everyone a happy new year.......hope u guys have a blast in 2009...... just like was in mist 4 new years with friends..........anyways i am bak 2 my boring college life with is really bad ,sad n i am mad coze results r cuming out on d 21 jan dam nervous wei.pray hard 4 me tat i do well if i fail i am so dead........:P lets talk abt my new hse....my new hse is in lake fields in sg besi its 2 n a half story hse.my rum is on d last floor....tats bad my mum said tat i can lose some weight maybe......hopefully then maybe i may able 2 get a hot chick in life.:P................d neighbours a round here r really very friendly.............of course some r bz body as usual ler......d Malaysian way Malaysia boleh ma.i really luv my rum a lot.it has japenese bed...tats d best thing only in my rum......d cupoards r only normall 1 ....... .every one else rum r only normally only nothing great............enough abt my hse.....was mich b day yesterday....i tort tat i would go n celebrate with her but she was in her home town ......i really wanted 2 celebrate with her her b day......as u guys know tat she is my best friend............college sucks without her.........but life has 2 go on ......... i still havent bought her b day present i am thinking wat 2 buy 4 her hopefully sumthing nice i can buy 4 her.any idea let me know pls..ya.. anyways chinese new year is cuming as well................i am making plans where 2 go.........with friends.tc.so long folks
hey sorry everyone i know tat i dint blog 4 a long time.its my foult was vert bz with things n all.................i just shifted hse.so got many things 2 do ryte.......first of all i would like 2 wish everyone a happy new year.......hope u guys have a blast in 2009...... just like was in mist 4 new years with friends..........anyways i am bak 2 my boring college life with is really bad ,sad n i am mad coze results r cuming out on d 21 jan dam nervous wei.pray hard 4 me tat i do well if i fail i am so dead........:P lets talk abt my new hse....my new hse is in lake fields in sg besi its 2 n a half story hse.my rum is on d last floor....tats bad my mum said tat i can lose some weight maybe......hopefully then maybe i may able 2 get a hot chick in life.:P................d neighbours a round here r really very friendly.............of course some r bz body as usual ler......d Malaysian way Malaysia boleh ma.i really luv my rum a lot.it has japenese bed...tats d best thing only in my rum......d cupoards r only normall 1 ....... .every one else rum r only normally only nothing great............enough abt my hse.....was mich b day yesterday....i tort tat i would go n celebrate with her but she was in her home town ......i really wanted 2 celebrate with her her b day......as u guys know tat she is my best friend............college sucks without her.........but life has 2 go on ......... i still havent bought her b day present i am thinking wat 2 buy 4 her hopefully sumthing nice i can buy 4 her.any idea let me know pls..ya.. anyways chinese new year is cuming as well................i am making plans where 2 go.........with friends.tc.so long folks
Friday, December 26, 2008
Drugs Suck
27/11//08
I've said repeatedly on these pages that you cannot change who you are. This is not
entirely true. Given the right drugs, you can change yourself in major ways. You can feel
good, relaxed, comfortable, you can feel happiness, excitement, you can experience your
life as a great meaningful adventure, you can feel that all of your troubles have been
washed away... for a little while.
For many of us, the only time we ever really feel good is when we're on some drug. Of
course, it's one of life's little ironies that the only thing you have to make you feel good is
also the thing that will destroy your mind, your body, and your life if you do enough of it for
long enough.
I suppose if you're a well-balanced person, you can get high from time to time without
much of a problem, as you don't really need to do it. However, if your life sucks, then
when you find a drug you really like, just doing it occasionally won't be enough for you.
You want to do it every day, you want to do it all the time.
And this unleashes a whole host of problems, and before long your life is fucked up in
every way imaginable. And now you've got all your original problems, plus you're a drug
addict.
Marijuana is fairly mild, as drugs go. I used to smoke it every day, multiple times a day. Do
this long enough, and you become burned out and stupid, and your highest aspiration in
life is to sit in front of the tv watching idiotic reruns while you eat an entire box of twinkies. I
like it too much, so I can't do it at all, this is the only way I can control it. I can still drink, as
I don't like alcohol all that much.
Perhaps I'm going about this all wrong. Maybe the secret to happiness is to gorge
yourself on as many and as much drugs as you can possibly put into your system, until
finally you're a bottomed out drug addict or alcoholic. Then join several 12 step groups,
where you will find your higher power, be part of a spiritual program and a community of
people whose purpose is to help one another live happy, healthy lives.
But my own self-control is keeping me from achieving all that.
I've said repeatedly on these pages that you cannot change who you are. This is not
entirely true. Given the right drugs, you can change yourself in major ways. You can feel
good, relaxed, comfortable, you can feel happiness, excitement, you can experience your
life as a great meaningful adventure, you can feel that all of your troubles have been
washed away... for a little while.
For many of us, the only time we ever really feel good is when we're on some drug. Of
course, it's one of life's little ironies that the only thing you have to make you feel good is
also the thing that will destroy your mind, your body, and your life if you do enough of it for
long enough.
I suppose if you're a well-balanced person, you can get high from time to time without
much of a problem, as you don't really need to do it. However, if your life sucks, then
when you find a drug you really like, just doing it occasionally won't be enough for you.
You want to do it every day, you want to do it all the time.
And this unleashes a whole host of problems, and before long your life is fucked up in
every way imaginable. And now you've got all your original problems, plus you're a drug
addict.
Marijuana is fairly mild, as drugs go. I used to smoke it every day, multiple times a day. Do
this long enough, and you become burned out and stupid, and your highest aspiration in
life is to sit in front of the tv watching idiotic reruns while you eat an entire box of twinkies. I
like it too much, so I can't do it at all, this is the only way I can control it. I can still drink, as
I don't like alcohol all that much.
Perhaps I'm going about this all wrong. Maybe the secret to happiness is to gorge
yourself on as many and as much drugs as you can possibly put into your system, until
finally you're a bottomed out drug addict or alcoholic. Then join several 12 step groups,
where you will find your higher power, be part of a spiritual program and a community of
people whose purpose is to help one another live happy, healthy lives.
But my own self-control is keeping me from achieving all that.
Friday, December 19, 2008
God does not love you.
friday 19/12/08
Let's assume, for a moment, that there is a God. We may not know the nature of God, or
which religion comes closest to the truth, but we can be sure of one thing:
God does not love you.
Look at all the cruelty and misery in the world, which God does nothing to stop. Right now,
as you are reading this, there are children in various places around the world being raped
and tortured. Most of us would risk our lives, give up our lives, to save them if we could.
God stands by and does nothing. God has abandoned these children, and clearly does not
love them. God does not love you, either.
There are some religions which claim that "God's love is a different kind of love", which is
supposed to explain and justify what appears to be God's divine indifference. This is total
bullshit. If I claim that I love my neighbor, and then set his house on fire and shoot him in
the head, anyone can see that my "love" is not love at all.
Another fallacy along these lines is the statement that, "God doesn't give us more than we
can handle in life". This is a ridiculous statement. Go to a mental institution, go to the ward
for those who are seriously disturbed, and you'll see people who just sit and rock back and
forth all day, staring off into space, or screaming at nonexistant terrors. God has given
them more than they could handle, and now they're totally broken.
So you have no loving God watching over you, making sure you get what you need. You
don't get what you need in life, you don't get what you want, you don't get what you
deserve. You get what you get.
Let's assume, for a moment, that there is a God. We may not know the nature of God, or
which religion comes closest to the truth, but we can be sure of one thing:
God does not love you.
Look at all the cruelty and misery in the world, which God does nothing to stop. Right now,
as you are reading this, there are children in various places around the world being raped
and tortured. Most of us would risk our lives, give up our lives, to save them if we could.
God stands by and does nothing. God has abandoned these children, and clearly does not
love them. God does not love you, either.
There are some religions which claim that "God's love is a different kind of love", which is
supposed to explain and justify what appears to be God's divine indifference. This is total
bullshit. If I claim that I love my neighbor, and then set his house on fire and shoot him in
the head, anyone can see that my "love" is not love at all.
Another fallacy along these lines is the statement that, "God doesn't give us more than we
can handle in life". This is a ridiculous statement. Go to a mental institution, go to the ward
for those who are seriously disturbed, and you'll see people who just sit and rock back and
forth all day, staring off into space, or screaming at nonexistant terrors. God has given
them more than they could handle, and now they're totally broken.
So you have no loving God watching over you, making sure you get what you need. You
don't get what you need in life, you don't get what you want, you don't get what you
deserve. You get what you get.
Monday, December 8, 2008
hellooooooooooooooo
tuesday.................9/12/08
hi everyone............yes i know i dint blog 4 a long time........frankly speaking i really had no time...........was bz with hings 2 do n all........my college has started already.......................shit........kind sad......d holiays were for a short while only...............now bak 2 college...................but michell n kalpana have gone bak 2 their hometown.missed them a lot really................ college sucks without.....them...........now its just me n julius...............not really d both of us..............even lily is there as well...with jamie.but but still i do miss michell n kalpana a lot...........michell called me 2 her hse 4 x mas in perak...............can wait 2 go........ there n see them..........anyways last friday was julius b day............went 2 celebrate with him......in times square.......... had lunch 2 gether...then we went 2 buy present 4 genise since her b day is on tis cuming saturday...........i wont tell wht we bought 4 her its gona be a secert................then i left times square n when 2 my cousins hse..........in taman midah we booked a badminton court..............we played bad minton 4 2 hours..........then in d nite we went 2 watch a movie called madagascar 2........its a dam funny n gdgd movie.......i enjoyed d movie.......... but i wanted 2 watch qurantine again instead of madagascar.....coze i prefer quarantine..........anytime then madagascar....................but i cant wait 2 watch pink panter 2.................it looks dam nice n gdgd movie........i think its a movie worth watching in d cinema hall....................tc.so long folks.
hi everyone............yes i know i dint blog 4 a long time........frankly speaking i really had no time...........was bz with hings 2 do n all........my college has started already.......................shit........kind sad......d holiays were for a short while only...............now bak 2 college...................but michell n kalpana have gone bak 2 their hometown.missed them a lot really................ college sucks without.....them...........now its just me n julius...............not really d both of us..............even lily is there as well...with jamie.but but still i do miss michell n kalpana a lot...........michell called me 2 her hse 4 x mas in perak...............can wait 2 go........ there n see them..........anyways last friday was julius b day............went 2 celebrate with him......in times square.......... had lunch 2 gether...then we went 2 buy present 4 genise since her b day is on tis cuming saturday...........i wont tell wht we bought 4 her its gona be a secert................then i left times square n when 2 my cousins hse..........in taman midah we booked a badminton court..............we played bad minton 4 2 hours..........then in d nite we went 2 watch a movie called madagascar 2........its a dam funny n gdgd movie.......i enjoyed d movie.......... but i wanted 2 watch qurantine again instead of madagascar.....coze i prefer quarantine..........anytime then madagascar....................but i cant wait 2 watch pink panter 2.................it looks dam nice n gdgd movie........i think its a movie worth watching in d cinema hall....................tc.so long folks.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
............................
27/11/08
On tuesday...........was kinda nice day me ,julius,kalpana n michell went 2 d curve in damansara we had loads of fun there...............a lot............we went 2 watch d quantam of solace d new 007 again i know tat movie sucks 2 d maksimum......i would prefer 007 d casino roalye.we tok some pictures as well.............HERE r some fotos.
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by watchng those pictures i think u guys should know by now how much fun we had........hehe.lolz.we went bak home.........by 6 pm.we guys left 4 home........but i had 2 go 4 a dinner function ........d dinner was really very boring.........then i went bak home.........i was watching urban legends an cool english horor movie.it finished by 2 am..........then i went 2 bed n woke up abt 12.30pm.......i know tats late......i had some raishes on my leg..........which dint get any better....i was d wholeday on bed yesterday.tc.so long folks.
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