Drugs Suck

27/11//08


I've said repeatedly on these pages that you cannot change who you are. This is not
entirely true. Given the right drugs, you can change yourself in major ways. You can feel
good, relaxed, comfortable, you can feel happiness, excitement, you can experience your
life as a great meaningful adventure, you can feel that all of your troubles have been
washed away... for a little while.

For many of us, the only time we ever really feel good is when we're on some drug. Of
course, it's one of life's little ironies that the only thing you have to make you feel good is
also the thing that will destroy your mind, your body, and your life if you do enough of it for
long enough.

I suppose if you're a well-balanced person, you can get high from time to time without
much of a problem, as you don't really need to do it. However, if your life sucks, then
when you find a drug you really like, just doing it occasionally won't be enough for you.
You want to do it every day, you want to do it all the time.

And this unleashes a whole host of problems, and before long your life is fucked up in
every way imaginable. And now you've got all your original problems, plus you're a drug
addict.

Marijuana is fairly mild, as drugs go. I used to smoke it every day, multiple times a day. Do
this long enough, and you become burned out and stupid, and your highest aspiration in
life is to sit in front of the tv watching idiotic reruns while you eat an entire box of twinkies. I
like it too much, so I can't do it at all, this is the only way I can control it. I can still drink, as
I don't like alcohol all that much.

Perhaps I'm going about this all wrong. Maybe the secret to happiness is to gorge
yourself on as many and as much drugs as you can possibly put into your system, until
finally you're a bottomed out drug addict or alcoholic. Then join several 12 step groups,
where you will find your higher power, be part of a spiritual program and a community of
people whose purpose is to help one another live happy, healthy lives.

But my own self-control is keeping me from achieving all that.

God does not love you.

friday 19/12/08


Let's assume, for a moment, that there is a God. We may not know the nature of God, or
which religion comes closest to the truth, but we can be sure of one thing:

God does not love you.

Look at all the cruelty and misery in the world, which God does nothing to stop. Right now,
as you are reading this, there are children in various places around the world being raped
and tortured. Most of us would risk our lives, give up our lives, to save them if we could.
God stands by and does nothing. God has abandoned these children, and clearly does not
love them. God does not love you, either.

There are some religions which claim that "God's love is a different kind of love", which is
supposed to explain and justify what appears to be God's divine indifference. This is total
bullshit. If I claim that I love my neighbor, and then set his house on fire and shoot him in
the head, anyone can see that my "love" is not love at all.

Another fallacy along these lines is the statement that, "God doesn't give us more than we
can handle in life". This is a ridiculous statement. Go to a mental institution, go to the ward
for those who are seriously disturbed, and you'll see people who just sit and rock back and
forth all day, staring off into space, or screaming at nonexistant terrors. God has given
them more than they could handle, and now they're totally broken.

So you have no loving God watching over you, making sure you get what you need. You
don't get what you need in life, you don't get what you want, you don't get what you
deserve. You get what you get.

hellooooooooooooooo

tuesday.................9/12/08





hi everyone............yes i know i dint blog 4 a long time........frankly speaking i really had no time...........was bz with hings 2 do n all........my college has started already.......................shit........kind sad......d holiays were for a short while only...............now bak 2 college...................but michell n kalpana have gone bak 2 their hometown.missed them a lot really................ college sucks without.....them...........now its just me n julius...............not really d both of us..............even lily is there as well...with jamie.but but still i do miss michell n kalpana a lot...........michell called me 2 her hse 4 x mas in perak...............can wait 2 go........ there n see them..........anyways last friday was julius b day............went 2 celebrate with him......in times square.......... had lunch 2 gether...then we went 2 buy present 4 genise since her b day is on tis cuming saturday...........i wont tell wht we bought 4 her its gona be a secert................then i left times square n when 2 my cousins hse..........in taman midah we booked a badminton court..............we played bad minton 4 2 hours..........then in d nite we went 2 watch a movie called madagascar 2........its a dam funny n gdgd movie.......i enjoyed d movie.......... but i wanted 2 watch qurantine again instead of madagascar.....coze i prefer quarantine..........anytime then madagascar....................but i cant wait 2 watch pink panter 2.................it looks dam nice n gdgd movie........i think its a movie worth watching in d cinema hall....................tc.so long folks.

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27/11/08




On tuesday...........was kinda nice day me ,julius,kalpana n michell went 2 d curve in damansara we had loads of fun there...............a lot............we went 2 watch d quantam of solace d new 007 again i know tat movie sucks 2 d maksimum......i would prefer 007 d casino roalye.we tok some pictures as well.............HERE r some fotos.




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by watchng those pictures i think u guys should know by now how much fun we had........hehe.lolz.we went bak home.........by 6 pm.we guys left 4 home........but i had 2 go 4 a dinner function ........d dinner was really very boring.........then i went bak home.........i was watching urban legends an cool english horor movie.it finished by 2 am..........then i went 2 bed n woke up abt 12.30pm.......i know tats late......i had some raishes on my leg..........which dint get any better....i was d wholeday on bed yesterday.tc.so long folks.

hectic

21/11\08


i woke u pat 2.45 pm 2 day......ups i know tat late coze was playing counterstrike on 9 with some of my friends.....................then i had my lunch after tat i went 2 play d new nfs undercover tats a really nice game i like d graphic it rocks .i completed in 2 hours 85% of tat game.............well i know i am a gaming meniak everyone tells me tat...............Anyways my cousin colled me up.........n asked shall we go 4 soccer i said no.....coze i was tired defiantly not of nfs .he said ok never mind......i feel sad 4 him...........................but i was tired as well.........then my dad cols me up n say tat his pc is gone.....had 2 reformat it d second time i am doing it tis week...........................errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.2 molo have 2 wake up at 7 am.........shit man tats be ladi early. gtg 2 bed folks tc n so long..........

bakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

18/11/08

finally i am bak in blogging exams r over..........2 weeks no college.............its time 2 party n party........n happy tat my mum n sis r away..........so can party like d whole 2 weeks................but i dun mis use my freedom. wana be a gdgd boy.......i know it sounds weird hehe.lolz. d day my exams finished i went 2 times square 2 watch d new 007...............but it was crowded...........so tort..2 just hang abt.i saw my cousin there.............but he refuse 2 join me n my friends but he refuse ......it was me, Julius,lily,Jamie just d 4 of us hanging abt.we went 4 lunch in a shop there........then we went walking...........abt at 5.....i went 2 wait 4 my dad.as soon i reached home i turned on my laptop n went 0n 9............n was face booking n playing my counterstrike on 9..........then i played my new 007 game i finished it in 5 hours i was so eddicted eventhough d graphic sucks... i hated d graphic but d game play was so nice.........yea just like d movie.........i cant wait 4 nfs undercover............then i watched a horror movie.... i think jeeper creepers.1 n 2.it finished by 10 am............i know tats late........then i went 2 bed n woke up at 8 pm....hehe.lolz.i went out with my friends on Sunday nite.......we went 2 watch 007....it sucked ..........i hated d movie i think 007 casino royale was much nicer...monday i went 2 jb.......was so bored...........bak n statrted bloging.....really miss it.tc. n so long folks.

I Am Who I Am.......

23/10/08
Throughout Eternity's End.....Only One Shall Remain Dominant Over The Boundries Of Eternal Life.....For He Who Has Fallen Shall Be Reborn Once Again In This Forsaken World To Undo The Wrong That Has Been Done.....For The Chosen One Will Rise From The Ashes And Once Again Reclaim What Is Truly His And Thus The Condemned Shall Reign Supreme No More.....For He Is A One Man Army Bent Only On Vengeance As Hatred Has Consumed Him Since The Dawning Of Time.....Feeling Fearful Is Not An Option To This Scared Warrior As Fear Is His Weapon And The Vengeance That Consumes His Soul Is The Hatred Within.....Henceforth From The Fiery Depths Of Hell He Rises To Once Again Reclaim What Has Been Lost Since The Dawning Of Time.....He Is No Doubt A Bonding Between Life It Self For He Is Me And I Am You.....I Am The Truth And I Am The Lies..... I Lie Within Your Forsaken Eyes......I Wander Alone Seeking A Home.....Vengeance My Only Goal And Fear My Weapon Alone......As I Stand Alone With My Name Spoken In This Empty World, Simply Because I Am The FalleN AngeL Whose Destiny Is Nevertheless Untold As Time Unfolds........

heyyyyyyyyy

hello everybody i know i dint do my blogging for a long time maybe was bz with my exams...............cuming up so i just wanted 2 say tat.........tis is my last blog post untill 14 november ya...............there is no need 2 check out my blog..............ok.hehe.lolz.............gtg tc.

normal day...............

15/10/08




i woke up yesterday morning with a usual smile on my face..........woke up about 10.30 am......tat sounds early ebit 2 me hehe.............lol....then i was down by 11 am i was studying my business book frm 11 .30 until 4.45..........non stop.......i know it sounds long 4 a guy like who luves 2 fool abt all d time hehe..........lol..After tat i could not really concentrate on my studies...........but i decided then i wont go on 9 on msn,facebook,or tat lame friendster ...............thingi.......I mean friendster sucks 2 maximum d best thing in friendster is tat there r so many chinese lengloi.............lolz.anyways dun talk abt lengloi ayush ............. .After tat i went down stairs 2 watch movie i was really hopping tat they would show one nice horor movie..........but they dint stupid ass tro people tahu ambil duit sahaja ..........but when i saw my sis saw i tort i saw a really scary movie hehe...........lol........hope she does not read tis line............after tat at 6.00pm i managed 2 study ebit..till 7.then i stopped..........i colled my friend julius n started 2 talk 2 him.........for 20 mnts........After tat.........i could not stop my self so i went on line on msn..messenger n facebook,.............I slept early yesterday abt..........10.00pm.

wat a day yesterday was.............lol.

It was d first installation of rotracct club of atc..........It was held in pan pacific hotel.........It was really very crowded .......Michell luked like a gal for d first time yesterday...........i was really very shocked n she looked tall as well coze she was wearing high heals shoe..........Kalpana was there as well she was wearing sari she was maybe trying 2 luk like miss India i think hehe lol............. .Anyways she looked really very pretty n hot hehe.........My gud friend neela also came with me as well ............He was lokking really very smart n handsome.........Kalpana brought some of her friends as well frm Mahsa college wow ....they were hot as well....tok fotos with them , tok their friendster, facebook n msn hehe........lol. Had wine as well so i drank ebit hehe..........anyways so long folks n i hope u enjoy d fotos........tc. bye.

life.........

7/10/08



f you ask people why they do the things they do in life, they will give you sensible
sounding reasons which seem to explain their decisions. We like to believe that we
exercise sound judgement, especially in the important decisions of our lives.

I think that this is rarely true. I think that standard operating procedure for human
decision making is to do what feels right to you at the time, and then to give logical
sounding justifications for what you were already going to do anyway, whether you had
justifications or not.

So, if you are pregnant, and want to get an abortion, you will be able to give any number
of reasonable sounding explanations why this is the right decision. You're not ready to
be a parent, or you need to finish your education or get to a better point in your career,
or you don't have enough money, etc. If instead you want to keep the baby, you will
explain how even though you will have some extra difficulties due to the lack of money
or whatever, you will certainly be up to the challenge to make your life work with the
baby, how being a parent will be good for you, what a great parent you'll make, how it
will bring you and the father closer together, and so on. In either case, none of these
will be the real reason for your decision. The real reason for your decision will always
be, "I did it because I wanted to do it".

This method of decision making may have worked fine earlier in human history.
However, in a highly complex technological society, the inevitable result of this is that
people behave in extremely stupid ways.

For example, the average American household now has $8000 in credit card debt, on
which they pay an average of 19% interest. Is there any good reason to be running an
$8000 debt? No. Did these people all run into major life crises which forced them to
run up huge debts or else become homeless? No, they spent it on furniture, clothing,
televisions, etc. Is it logical to spend $1500 a year in credit card interest? Clearly not.
People do this because there isn't extra money in the bank, but there is something they
want to buy, and the positive feeling they get from the idea of having this item is
stronger than the negative feeling they get at the idea of their monthly payment going
up by another $20.

For example, marijuana is illegal in most of the world, while alcohol is legal, despite the
fact that alcohol is a far more dangerous drug than marijuana in every way. People
consider marijuana to be a dangerous drug, while they think of alcohol as being a fun
beverage. They consider those who sell marijuana to be drug dealers, the scourge of
society who should be hunted down and imprisoned, while those who sell alcohol (wine
makers, grocery stores) are of course not placed in the same category.

Logically speaking, it should be the other way around. Alcohol tends to make many
people aggressive, leading to a variety of violent crimes, while marijuana does not.
Alcohol is a central nervous system depressant, and leads to a serious loss of
coordination and motor skills. At larger doses, alcohol renders one completely
unconscious. Drunk drivers cause enormous numbers of automobile accidents and
deaths. Marijuana is not a central nervous system depressant, and while one probably
shouldn't drive while intoxicated on anything, it simply does not cause anywhere near
the loss of motor control that alcohol does, and is only a fraction as dangerous as
alcohol in terms of driving. And, a large enough dose of alcohol can and will kill you,
while the same is not true of marijuana.

But people are looking at this based on their feelings. Marijuana feels like a drug to
them. It's illegal, isn't it? Alcohol feels like a fun beverage. It's legal, and socially
acceptable, so it feels ok, so it must be ok.

All of this is illogical and stupid, and typically human. And I could give countless other
examples of this, but I'm sure you can think these up yourself. Just look at how people
behave in terms of politics and religion.

And, I think that when you see ridiculous and idiotic behavior and decision making in
other people(or in yourself), you have to consider it to be the inevitable result of the
nature of the human psyche.

"The only way to comprehend what mathematicians mean by Infinity is to contemplate
the extent of human stupidity." - Voltaire

boring day.........................

1/10/08


2 day was a really boring day................i was so bored i had nothing 2 do.....i studyied till 6 pm...........After tat my cousin said tat he dint wana go 4 soccer i was like ....................shit........... I tort i can go n chill out for a while.........Then my friend Seren coled me up 2 go with her 4 movie..............I said ok............But she then dropped d plan coze she was not feeling so well.....I am just waiting 4 college 2 open at least i can go there n chill out with my friends, or go 2 times square 2 play bowling with my friends.............hehe...........My friend lily i heard is studying really very hard she even turned her handfone off i hope she gets a for all her subjects.........hehe.........tc........so long folks.

usually day

30/10/08



Tis morning i woke up at 10 am then i studyied till 4pm...........After tat my cousin colled me n said cum lets play soccer i said ok.................So i followed him 2 play in d park we played for 2 hours non stop.............. we were kinda tired but sumthing unsuall happend i kicked d soccer ball n it went so hai tat it hit d slide in d park n then hit d swing then i kicked it by mistake d ball hit someones car ................ lucky no 1 was there ...........n no 1 saw wht really happend i was really very lucky 2 day............After d game my cousins n i went for a long drive While we were driving i bumped into my grandma she went for a walk around tat area. Then after tat i went 2 my cousins hse n played ps 2 ...............We played wining 11 ...........I won 4 games in a row.............I am a pro in wining 11.............hehe...........Than i cam bak i had my shower .......Then i wrote my blog hehe.......................so long folks..........tc.

fuuny day hehe...............

29/09/08

2 day i woke up really very late abt 12 pm.............my mum was like ayush wake up son........its late already i told her its holidays but she dint listen 2 me .After my shower i slept bak again my mum tort i was studying un till 3 pm.............hehe wow.Then i was chatting with my friends princess ashley n Genise low .I was chatting with them un till nearly 5.30.............Then i went with my cousin 4 soccer we had loads of fun .............After tat i went 2 take them for a ride in d car........... n i send them bak home...................Then i had my dinner i had pizza crispy n chessee ................Then my friend colled me up n said tat on friday shall we go 4 movie i said ok..........We havent decided wht movie 2 go out..............I am thinking where 2 go tis weekkend Maybe i will stay home n study hehe...........tc .so long folks.

futsaal ,soccer,football n party........

28/09/08




Yesterday was a nice day ya i hade loads of fun i n my friends went 4 a futsaal match at 5.30 it was d final game n our team won 6-2 .At d beganing we were loosing really very badly d score was 2-0...........my team n i got really very nervous ......After some time my team bosted their power up n we made d game 2-2.D first half was a draw d second half .We dominated d game n made d score 6-2........................MY team n i were really very happy so we went 2 one of my friends hse n celebrated d victory there we were so happy n we got drunk ebit ......................I really wanted 2 get drunk but then i had 2 drive bak home tat was d saddest part lar...............After tat i was on my way bak home 2 fetch my mum frm a weeding function in Bangsar ..........There they was a couple of few hot punjabi gurls..................i was sad lar y i dint go.........hehe.........Then my mum told me tat ayush pls dun stare ............n drve bak home...........She tort i was d driver.............hehe................I had fun yesterday.........its a unforgatable day.................so long folks.........tc.

wat a day.................. n cs wholeday.

25 of september was a bad day..........................i went 2 college as usual but i had no class in d morning so i decided 2 play counterstrike with my friends we were playing cs for more than 3 hours non stop,me,jovan n jj.Genise came in n said tat we should stop playing but we dint listen 2 her insted we played longer ...........then we got tired of playing so we tok a picture here id d picture



d guy wearing d red shirt is Jovan ,d guy with blue shirt is jjn d gurl with black jacket is genise ................... they were bullying genise pity her..............hehe..............After tat they went somewhere . Julius came 2 d pc lab n we went for lunch WITH Joseph..........Then joseph friend called up she said her car brokedown .i n julius went 2 help her thinking tat d gurl was hot ..........JOseph was talking 2 her on d fone we went half of petaling street , we went 2 d old centeral ...........It was d wrong place where d car broke down then we went 2 d rite place crossed an over head bridge d 3 of us were walking in d middle of a highway lucky me tat no car banged me................(dun care for joseph n julius)hehe So we saw her n d tow truck came n pulled her car off..........Then we walked 2 college bak 4 bs class which e were suppose 2 go but i dint go i went 2 playcs again with my other friends ................Later during d break joseph joined us 2 play as well..................Then at 5 i went bak home.............bad day lar on tat day.so long folks.

fun day.....................

24/09/08




D day started as usual i woke up tis morning 2 leave 4 my college .I had business class in d morning so i went in d class but after 40 mnts i n my friend Joseph decided 2 bunk d class n go d pc lab 2 play counterstrike its a game which is really very addictive i can play tat game d whole day.But later jovan joined us as well he also bunked class 2 play cs .MY friend Geniese had class as well but she din go n neither she played cs with us she just watch us playing n she was laoughing d way jovan was playing ....................he kep loosing all d time he was ebit angry...............After d game Julius met me in d pc lab n we went 4 lunch.After tat i had my law class with mr sara which i tort would be boring but it was interesting hehe coze he was happy tat he passed his clp finally...............He can pratice now as a lawyer..........if he wants....................so were talking abt his ways d way he passed his clp n studying.................hehe.............i had fun 2 day.............so long folks............tc.

bad day.

22/09/08



I cam bak 2 day frm college as usual .On d way i saw a bad accident taking place a car band a lorry i was shocked seeing it d car was all smashed n d guy was bleeding.D blood was all over his face.Then when i reached home i was drinking my coffee my glass fell n broke i dint even finish my coffee yet i was so beladi angry.Then my mum scolded me for being so careless i told her it was a accident .Then we had a small argument.Things became worst they was no electricity in my hse frm 6 pm - 7pm.Beladi hell i was dying in heat.SO i & n my family decided 2 go out n eat in a restourant but we were vegatarian 2 day my luck was not gud ..............hehe.My best friend julius had cupons 4 mcd i wanted 2 eat chicken errrrrrrrrrrr.My friend joseph as well was disturbing me 4 being a vegatarian...............hehe.My luck was not tat gud 2 day jor.......tc. so long folks.

big game 2 day jor.

21/09/08

Helo 2 all mu fans 2 day theres gona be a big match mu n chelsea.i hope mu trashes chelsea 2 d maximum.I was waiting d whole day 4 tis time.d game is just moments away i can hardly wait lol.MY GRANDPA IS ALSO WAITING 4 D game. he is a soccer meniak just like me.He is a man united fan.i dun wan mu 2 lose like they did 2 liverpool last week.Stupid referee send off vidic he is an ass h...... u know what i mean.hehe.I just hope ronaldo is playing 2 nite coze i want him 2 kick chelseas ass n thrash them 2 d maksimum.i just hope we win like we won d last time againts them.tc. so long folks.wish mu luck.

wat a boring day n cant wait 2 go 4 d b day party.

20/09/08


i woke up tis morning as usuall at 10.then i had my breakfast not really hehe it was my lunch then i watched tv then i was studying for 3 hours.after tat i decided 2 clean my room cupboard coze it was in a big n a huge mess .it toke me nearly 2 hours 2 clean my cupboard .Then i was kinda tired so i tok some rest.coze in d nite was my friends b day party ................. i was really waiting 2 go coze i was really sure they r going 2 be many lenglois there n i can get drink as well.I was just waiting 4 d clock 2 click till 8 pm.D word wait is really wht kills me coze we have 2 wait 4 sumthing tat we like it sounds weird rite tat if we wait its like killing u but when people wait 4 u u feel happy for making them wait so long.Tats y i hate tis word wait.Anyways it my friends 18 years old b day party so she decided 2 do it in a club.She was really waiting 2 turn 18 years old coze tats her legal age 2 go clubbing.I am still thinking wht 2 buy 4 her..i must get ready.so long folks.tc.

jovan & genise

18/09/08


hi everybody tis video is abt jovan n genise tis viseo was taken in d college libary by my gud friend joseph wong i suppose he had nothing better to do so he decided 2 set tis video up.tats kinda a weird .in tis video jovan just follow genise where ever she goes .dun worry they r not 2 gether they r just gud friends.hehe.i hope u people enjoy tis video.tc.n so long.

i hate u julius.

julius i really hate u for screwing up my whole blog.i hade 2 post everything bak............tok me 1 hour(does not sound tat long rite) u beladi donkey.............u r not a friend but a enemy i really hate u. for doing tis do my own blog.............i so hard type everything n tis whts happen.i had even 2 change my blog adress errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.i am lucky 2 get my chatters box bak or i would have killed u ........tat was not tat hard 2 get bak.....lucky all my post still exist on my chatters box....................lucky me.now i must tell 2 all my friends tat my blog adress has been changed n its all thanks 2 u..........................No matter wht happend u r still my friend(unfortunetly)hehe.just kidding............so long folks.tc.

d net is down.

3/09/08


Hi everybody my interner sevice is down at d moment d connection is really bad.2 day i got discconnected from d net 8 times malaysian internet service can maybe never improve.y cant live just get anymore hectic .All my notes is all on d net duno wht 2 do lar.My exams r cumming n 2 day i cant get d notes .errrrrrrrrr.So angry lar.duno wht 2 do.Everybody pls pray hard so tat d internet service can improve .N i can start my work as soon as possible.tc .so long folks.

tragedy at d beladi lrt station.

8/09/08

i woke up as usually at 7 am in the morning by while my mum shouting ayush putar wake up(putar means son in hindi) i was so lazy then she knocked my door ayush wake up.Then i woke up got ready at 7.45 am she droped me at d lrt station but iwent there while listening 2 my mp4.Then i was shocked 2 see tat d touch n go is out of order i had 2 buy a ticket then i waited for d beladi lrt for 30 mnts.Cant life get anymore hectic huh.As soon i got into d lame lrt as usually it was so crowded ....................................The next stop a gay dropped in .......................Tat ass had 2 stand beside me i was ..........................shocked he was smiling at me .i dint give him a dam 2 him.......................Then he touched my back i felt so blek..........................So i decided 2 move 2 d next train cabbin.................He followed me there i was so angry but i kept a distance frm him i was luck tat my stop came so i went out .........................he gave me a stare so i showed him my middle finger ............................I just hope tat i wont see him again.......................haiz
MY day was bad 2 day really bad.

The Best Of Yourself !

The Best Of Yourself !
7/o9/08

I was watching spider man 3 again on HBO and guess what.....that movie was one of the best if u look at it closely.That movie was quite touching at the end when harry dies.....but then again there are many lessons to learn from the movie.Just like what peter says in the end....."What ever comes our way.....What ever bad that we have raging inside of us we will always have a choice.....My friend Harry taught me that.....He chose to be the best of himself.....It's the choices that make us who we are.....And we can always choose to do what's right....." This clearly shows that the choices we make in life is what makes us who we really are.So we can always choose do the right thing in life. All im saying is that we should be the best of ourselves. What ever wrong that we have done or what ever evil that we have inside of us should not be the barriers between choosing to do what's right! So remember that you can make a difference by just being yourself and choosing to do what's right. Dont let others turn you down because they aint the ones making the right choices.....but you are! So to Hell with those fools.....just remember to be the best of yourself. For people like you for who you really are and not for who you arent.....Note that what ever comes your way or what ever evil u have inside of you is actually what makes you who you really are. As for me.....i've done my part and I am the best of myself!

friends 4 ever

5/09/08

hey everybody welcome 2 my blog i think tis is d first time i posted my blog with full of photos on it.The first foto is julius n prakash rasa kumara wow tats a long name rite.ops i forgot 2 interduce prakash tats prakash in d red shirt one of my closes friend in college he is in d same class with me.he only likes 2 things chelsea soccer club n wwe .tats prakash.
The second photo is me m sophia .She is kinda cute n innocent gurl i mean innocent not all the time at times only.she is also one of my best friends in college.
The fourth foto is abt julius cesar n kalpana.sorry julius cant help it like 2 call u by tat name .hehe.it was raining heavily when we tok tis picture.
The fifth foto is me n kalpana dun have any wrong thoughts ok there is nothing in between us we r just good friends ......................................
The third n d sixth foto is me n julius cesar .Yes julius i know u love d smile with ur mouth open u should go 4 d colgate advertisment.hehe just kidding.
All tis r my fotos 2 remeber in my college live.i am gona miss all my friends.tats it 4 today,tc. So long folks.

me

30/08/08
hello everybody .i never had a chance 2 talk abt my self in my own blog all d time was just abt my family or my gud friends.i am bored 2 day so tats y i decided 2 publish my blog 4 d day.My exams r around corner n i am not studying just playing soccer all day long. Duno whts going 2 happen.Since ever i set up my facebook account n my blog i am already edicted 2 it.All day just with it. Cant life get anymore complicated.all my friends have started studying expect me.Lets hope i can just start 2 study hard 4 my exam.All my friends sarted 2 study already .My exams r in october oh my god its just 2 months away god pls save me.I wana pas my exams.Dun wana fail n sit 4 my a levels again.Anyways 2 day is a really boring day 4 me i cant even go n play soccer coze its raining heavily here.really sad lar.Just hoping 4 d rain 2 stop so tat i can go play soccer with my friends. I will just hope 4 d rain 2 stop.bye folks.tc.

happy independence

31/08/2008.
Hey all malysians i just wanted 2 wish everybody an happy indipendence day although i understand tat there is nothing 2 be happy abt it.anyways i had fun at d countdown i there with me n friends . we saw d fireworks there we were shouting out loud d word merdeka which means freedom at 12.00am.we had so much.d place was so crowded it was like there was so many people there.we cam bak at abt 3.00 am. I luking forwad 4 d next indipendence day .................................................... do guys know y .defitnely our country got freedom from being concerd by others . n d most important think is tat we get an holiday hehe.........................................so long folks bye.

luv tis foto.

28/08/2008.
Hey everybody i just luv tis foto man its my favourite . i have placed tis foto almost everywhere in my msn , friendster, facebook n my wallpaper.tis foto was done by my little sis jeeny.thanks 2 her .everybody has given their coments n said its very nice.thanks little sis.if u guys like it u guys cant coment on it as well ya.so long folks.

my b day celebration in college.

This day maybe i can never for get coze all my friends gave me a suprise birthday party.i was seriously very shocked.tis event was held on 24/2/o8.they celebrated my 18 years old birthday. even my friend jeevan birthday is on d same day of d year.thanks everybody 4 celebrating such a wonderfull birth day.

michell n candy.

6/08/08
hey everybody tis is michell n candy.i think i dint tell 2 u guys abt cqandy rite.well candy is a nice n humble gurl.she is really very hardworking she is trying her level best 2 pas her a levels.i hope she will pas it.Michell n candy r really ver close 2 each other.they r like sisters. candy also treats michell like her yunger sis.tats bocause candy is much elder she is 21 years old.but she still luks young rite.she liks like she is 18 years old.Michell luks d same rite.except her hair in tis foto is ebit longer.hehe.dun get angry michell was just a joke.tc. bye.

julius n michell

15/08/2008
Hey everybody tis abt michell n julius my 2 best buddies in my college.tis foto is taken in d college libary .we were all suppose 2 be studying in d libary 4 our mock. but we ended up taking fotos esion in d libary .hehe.Anyways i know wht u guys r thinking dun worry she is not kissing him lar.Jackie dun be angry.Its just an act lar.Julius luks really very shy n scared.Dun worry lar she dint kiss u lar dude.Michell really is happy kissing u.hehe.jus kidding lar .bye folks.

me n michell

5/08/08
Tats me n michell in d college libary we were suppose 2 be studying but we were taking fotos. I duno y i was not luking at d camera.Michell luks ebit weird rite.not ebit actually alot weird she luks in d picture.MY mock is next week n we were taking fotos in d libary guys pls pray really hard 4 me so tat i can pas my mock n i go 2 d libary n study hard not 2 take fotos with all my friends.I am still wondering y my face luking at tat side not 2 d camera.guys i gtg i have 2 study 4 my mock. wish me luck folks.so long then.

16/09/08


hey everybody all tis people in tis picture r my really gud friends.d guy wearing d black jaket is Julius.Beside him is me n then d 2 gurls r Kalpana n Michell.without tis 3 people my life in college would be different.Let me talk abt my gud friend or shall i say my brother Julius.Julius is a really very nice guy.his hobby is just 2 sing songs he takes his earphones everywhere with him just 2 hear musiq.At times he doesnt even notice tat he is crossing d road.Well tats julius.In d class he is a shy boy.Does he luk like one but he is really a smart student.tats it 4 julius.Michell is a nice person as well. but i really disturb her with her height coze she is really short.Well michell is a independent & responsible gurl.i think she is d most matured among us.What shall i say abt kalpana.she is a sweet ,polite,n humble gurl.She is really very hard working gurl.she is really studying ver hard 4 her exams.oops not she only actually all of us r studying very hard our examanation. Ijust wanted 2 thanks u guys 4 beiing my gud friends in college.tis it abt my college live n friends. byeeeeeee

abt me

14/08/2008
hey there welcome 2 my blog .hi everybody i am ayush i am 18 years old.i am single.(does tat even matter).my life is kinda fun.i enjoy my life 2 d maks coze i know tat life is short so we should enjoy our life 2 d maks .Tats wht i always do.u can ask all of my friends they would tell u d same thing.Lets tak abt my self.my hobbies is playing soccer,racing , badminton .2 much 2 be listed down. my favourite movie is d mummy returns,batman d dark nights,die hard 4.o,mr bean holiday much more.i can watch movies all day long without getting tired.tat gurl in tat picture is my little sis.she is my only sis.at times she is really very annoying.actually all the time she is.she is 14 years old.my sis is d opposite of me she only watches independent movies. my sis only love mathematic.she can do tat subjek for d whole day.ops i forgot 2 mention her name is rachita . tats abt me.nothing interesting rite.it was a lame n boring blog .yes i know it is.bye folks